20 Things I Hate About You.
I hate that you acted like you didn't care.
I hate that you lied to me.
I hate that you were sweet to me.
Because I could't tell if you really meant it.
I hate that you let me lie on you.
I hate that I let you do the same.
I hate how close you pulled me in.
And I hate how far you pushed me away.
I hate that you sang to me.
I hate that you danced with me.
I hate that you made me laugh.
And I hate that you made me cry.
I hate how you made me wanna slap you.
And I hate how you made me wanna kiss you.
I hate the way you held my hand.
And I hate the way you stopped holding it.
I hate the moments that weren't supposed to happen.
But did anyways.
I hate the things we said.
And I hate the things we didn't.
I hate that you broke your promises.
But most of all,
I hate how much I loved you.
And I absolutely,
completely,
positively,
hate the way I had to write
in past tense.